I woke up - knowing I needed to get ready so Jimmy could scoop me up and we could go off to his court case. I decided to wear a fun dress and smell all pretty. He came and got me - was dressed up nice . Before I even sat in the car completely, he told me I smelled good.
On the drive - I asked him about what he had prepped but that was the extent of our conversation. We got to the court house with good timing. We got inside the court house - and his nerves kicked in. He was one the last ones to go up - so in the mean time - he was making commentary of how he saw the case going. I made my own suggestions/opinions - and I guess, I irritated him. He got rude about things. I was slightly bummed but I just ignored him.
His case worked out very well - for him. Which was pretty shocking. He left feeling pretty good lol We made plans to grab some food. We drove to Cheesecake Factory but they werent open. He suggested we walk around the mall til it opened - but then realized, he needed to hit the bank. So off we went. PF Changs became the new place of choice. He went inside and I realized, he took nothing in with him. So I laughed, knowing somewhere in the front seats - he had checks that needed to go in. I was right - he was like, oh thanks. haha
We sat and talked in the car for a bit - I was pretty hyper about things. He was playing on his phone and I saw my name. I go - are you talking to your girlfriend? He gets flustered when I bug him like that. I started laughing and he goes, you really wanna know who Im talking to?? I go...ummm I guess. He flips the phone so I can see our chat. I laughed louder. He didnt get it - so I explained I saw my name from where I was sitting. He didnt fully believe me but he never really does anyways.
So, I got out of the car and headed inside. We were nearly the only ones in there. Our waitress was all over the place and I made a comment about how she must be used to the night crowd cause she only stayed for 20 seconds or less, every time she came by. He and I began laughing and joking about it every time she popped over.
The food was amazingggggggly delicious and he made fun of me as I ate - since I throughly enjoyed every bite. He said he laughs at me cause he likes what I do. But sometimes I get so thrown off. I mean - how would you feel being laughed at every time you even blinked?? :)
He caught highlights of the game while we waited for our food. He insisted I try his soup - it was delicious. I always forget how much I love eggdrop soup. I let him try my limeade with strawberry and cucumber. It was refreshing but the sugar kicked in FAST. I was so giggly.
It was our first casual hang out - and I loved it. We talked, joked and relaxed. I asked how the pups were adjusting and he said, he could tell they were acting different but nothing too extreme. I got choked up and my eyes watered. He said my nose was red [which happens when I get emotional]. I dotted my tears away and he said, we could see the pups after lunch.
We wrapped up and headed to his place. My emotional moment got his body tense. I felt bad cause he had fully relaxed at lunch. I rolled down my window and just quietly sang out the window. That is...until I looked over and felt him smiling, laughing and staring.
I took the pups for a walk and came back to find him sprawled out on the bed. I snuggled with the pups and laid around with them while Jimmy napped. He woke up - and for the third time in a day - a sexual encounter was referenced - the previous two times were rejected.
As he was getting changed up for work - I sat on my red chair. Making a joke of it. He looked up and said No. Then stopped for a moment, looked at my thighs and legs -- and looked up at me. Agreeing. I was like what?! He walked over and I grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him in and he pulled my waist towards him.
For what seemed to be over a month - his lips touched mine. And didnt let go. We had a steady record of at LEAST once a week since the breakup -- but recently no kissing ever occurred. For me - its the most intimate part of anything. As soon as we began making out - our pups suddenly got hyper and running around. It was almost as if they were celebrating lol I found it cute
He had me against our bookcase and I propped one leg on the red chair and let him have his way. He picked my other leg up and eventually placed me on the bed. It wasnt rushed, it wasnt anything but fantastic. He took every part of me into account and focused in on it all.
This is already TMI -- but in the same breath... it has yet to subside or get boring...it's only gotten more and more and more intense and powerful.
In the car - he said how great it was. We both laughed about the pups. It felt so amazing. I didnt want to settle for anyone else...I dont care if he or I date around for years to come...this was a feeling I dont see with someone else.
Earlier - we touched on the fact that he doesnt want or need sex - and would rather take care of himself - bc he doesnt have to worry if someone wont be there the next day. I couldnt believe how he felt. Its so relatable. Which is why I havent just jumped on anyone else. I cant. I dont trust and I know I cant trust most of the guys offering it up. It sucks...he looked at me and said - I never felt that with you. :)
Life....its something else.
On the drive - I asked him about what he had prepped but that was the extent of our conversation. We got to the court house with good timing. We got inside the court house - and his nerves kicked in. He was one the last ones to go up - so in the mean time - he was making commentary of how he saw the case going. I made my own suggestions/opinions - and I guess, I irritated him. He got rude about things. I was slightly bummed but I just ignored him.
His case worked out very well - for him. Which was pretty shocking. He left feeling pretty good lol We made plans to grab some food. We drove to Cheesecake Factory but they werent open. He suggested we walk around the mall til it opened - but then realized, he needed to hit the bank. So off we went. PF Changs became the new place of choice. He went inside and I realized, he took nothing in with him. So I laughed, knowing somewhere in the front seats - he had checks that needed to go in. I was right - he was like, oh thanks. haha
We sat and talked in the car for a bit - I was pretty hyper about things. He was playing on his phone and I saw my name. I go - are you talking to your girlfriend? He gets flustered when I bug him like that. I started laughing and he goes, you really wanna know who Im talking to?? I go...ummm I guess. He flips the phone so I can see our chat. I laughed louder. He didnt get it - so I explained I saw my name from where I was sitting. He didnt fully believe me but he never really does anyways.
So, I got out of the car and headed inside. We were nearly the only ones in there. Our waitress was all over the place and I made a comment about how she must be used to the night crowd cause she only stayed for 20 seconds or less, every time she came by. He and I began laughing and joking about it every time she popped over.
The food was amazingggggggly delicious and he made fun of me as I ate - since I throughly enjoyed every bite. He said he laughs at me cause he likes what I do. But sometimes I get so thrown off. I mean - how would you feel being laughed at every time you even blinked?? :)
He caught highlights of the game while we waited for our food. He insisted I try his soup - it was delicious. I always forget how much I love eggdrop soup. I let him try my limeade with strawberry and cucumber. It was refreshing but the sugar kicked in FAST. I was so giggly.
It was our first casual hang out - and I loved it. We talked, joked and relaxed. I asked how the pups were adjusting and he said, he could tell they were acting different but nothing too extreme. I got choked up and my eyes watered. He said my nose was red [which happens when I get emotional]. I dotted my tears away and he said, we could see the pups after lunch.
We wrapped up and headed to his place. My emotional moment got his body tense. I felt bad cause he had fully relaxed at lunch. I rolled down my window and just quietly sang out the window. That is...until I looked over and felt him smiling, laughing and staring.
I took the pups for a walk and came back to find him sprawled out on the bed. I snuggled with the pups and laid around with them while Jimmy napped. He woke up - and for the third time in a day - a sexual encounter was referenced - the previous two times were rejected.
As he was getting changed up for work - I sat on my red chair. Making a joke of it. He looked up and said No. Then stopped for a moment, looked at my thighs and legs -- and looked up at me. Agreeing. I was like what?! He walked over and I grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him in and he pulled my waist towards him.
For what seemed to be over a month - his lips touched mine. And didnt let go. We had a steady record of at LEAST once a week since the breakup -- but recently no kissing ever occurred. For me - its the most intimate part of anything. As soon as we began making out - our pups suddenly got hyper and running around. It was almost as if they were celebrating lol I found it cute
He had me against our bookcase and I propped one leg on the red chair and let him have his way. He picked my other leg up and eventually placed me on the bed. It wasnt rushed, it wasnt anything but fantastic. He took every part of me into account and focused in on it all.
This is already TMI -- but in the same breath... it has yet to subside or get boring...it's only gotten more and more and more intense and powerful.
In the car - he said how great it was. We both laughed about the pups. It felt so amazing. I didnt want to settle for anyone else...I dont care if he or I date around for years to come...this was a feeling I dont see with someone else.
Earlier - we touched on the fact that he doesnt want or need sex - and would rather take care of himself - bc he doesnt have to worry if someone wont be there the next day. I couldnt believe how he felt. Its so relatable. Which is why I havent just jumped on anyone else. I cant. I dont trust and I know I cant trust most of the guys offering it up. It sucks...he looked at me and said - I never felt that with you. :)
Life....its something else.
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